To be tough!!!

Totally depressed in these 2 days in oreder to no job, no money, no mood, feeling upset and losing the confidence to God and myself.

yesterday, i went to prayer meeting in the church alone although i wanted to gomhome after i off.I though many excuses not to go church including tired, bad weather and no persons go with me........

But i still went to the meeting. Actually I don't concentrate so much as I feel so depressed.

I pray to God, I want to find you and go back your side.I am weak and the heart is nearly collapsed.I really need Him. I listened a person prayed and remind the story about footpint.....and I'm so touching.......

I need to be tough!!!